Tuesday, February 28, 2012

28/02/2012 7.20pm

This summarizes my feeling now. 


















At the end of the day, this is what I want ...


Hug me, would you ? 
Stop hurting me, would you ?
Please be more sensitive, would you ?

*And No, i'm not crying. At all. 


The one you say goodnight to by Kina Grannis


I am IN LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE with this song !

Lyrics | Kina Grannis lyrics - The One You Say Goodnight To lyrics

Red Valentine's. 2012

Sorry, walaupun lambat sudah, but I still wanna post this one up :) So, 2012, I celebrated my Valentine's with dearest cousins and also a few girls. We sort of called it Single-Valentine's-Day la :p For those yang no partner, or partner is too far away, or any other reasons lahh .. 

The dinner was held at Celebrities, Imperial Hotel, Miri and was attended by 9 beautiful young girls :p Chewahhhh :p 

*Dress by my sis, So-not-matching-pumps by Vincci/me. Simple sahaja. But masa tu I felt that my dress was more like Christmas-ish :p 

And so the dinner started. Reached there around 7.30-ish. Seperti biasala, the ladies jadi tempat lepak while waiting for the other girls. Mula la camwhoring with my cousins :) 
* Photos courtesy of Geena, Felicia, Jessica and Freda



Sangat susah when camwhoring is our expertise :p 


 
Some of the dishes, my hp died, so couldn't take my own pic. The food, superb la. Tapi normal lah, quantity memang sikit. I love the dessert ! Sedap woo ..

And also, we brought our own gifts, and had gift exchange. I bought Chocolate je. It's ok :) Yang penting, the thought and the wish kan kan kan :) 
Chocolate yang tak mahal. Murah sahaja -_- .. 

Among the gifts that we brought, chocolates or flowers or both :) 

Cabut undi style, When it was my turn to cabut, cabut punya cabut, I dapat la my cousin's chocolate :) 
*sounds so wrong, cabut punya cabut. Whatever it is la, sorry BM fail. 
She is gorgeous kan :) Sorry guys, she is taken !! 

And my gift was meant for this pretty young lady, Lily :) 
I don't understand my standing posture -_- 

And sebelum balik, we had a 'photoshoot' :)  I likeee .. 




* Sorry, photos are a bit blur :) 

Here are a few of after-dinner photos, for your viewing pleasure. Wah wah :p 

My cousin, Felicia :)

 The youngest of that night, my lil cousin, Geena :) 

With the main person behind this dinner (far right), Jessica, Thank you for the night :) 






<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


 Thanks so much to Felicia, who invited me to this dinner. I mean, who said Valentine's day is to be celebrated with special boyfriend or girlfriend only right ? It's a day to share the love that we have with the person that we love and care. Family, friends. 

That night, I felt the love and I know I belong somewhere in someone's heart :) He might not know it, and I respect his decision, whatever it is, when it comes to love, I have my love for him,only for him :) Only him, atleast for now.  

Dear awak,
Because you are the gift of my life, I give you the gift of my love.



Friday, February 24, 2012

Dear Future Husband.


* When I post this up, I want you to know that you are on my mind :) 





When she stares at your mouth,

Kiss her.



When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you,
Grab her and don't let go.



When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,
Kiss her and tell her you love her.



When she's quiet,
Ask her whats wrong.



When she ignores you,
Give her your attention.



When she pulls away,
Pull her back.



When you see her at her worst,
Tell her she's beautiful.



When you see her start crying,
Just hold her and don't say a word.



When you see her walking,
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.



When she's scared,
Protect her.



When she steals your favorite hoodie,
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.



When she teases you,
Tease her back and make her laugh.



When she doesn't answer for a long time,
reassure her that everything is okay.



When she looks at you with doubt,
Back yourself up.



When she says that she loves you,
she really does more than you can understand.



When she grabs at your hands,
Hold her's and play with her fingers.



When she bumps into you,
bump into her back and make her laugh.



When she tells you a secret,
keep it safe and untold.



When she looks at you in your eyes,
dont look away until she does.



When she says it's over,
she still wants you to be hers.




- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


# so true. 

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Malaysia's TOP Pageant blogger - Yusuf ..



Mohd. Yusuf Ismail,  https://www.facebook.com/pageantisland, I have super high respect for this dear friend of me. Who has ever thought that this little cili padi knows SO MUCH, I repeat, SO MUCH about pageants, not only in Malaysia, but also world wide. 

Tak percaya ? Go to his blog,  http://pageantisland.blogspot.com. Last I checked his blog, he has more than 1,023,400 visitors already ! And the most amazing thing is that, his blog has been visited from EVERYWHERE in the world. Hebat kan dia ni ? :) 

I am very very honored sebab this cili padi of mine :p has written a few entries about me. Wahhh, rasa macam SUPERSTAR la pulak kan :p I was a newbie in pageant when he first noticed and wrote about me. You can check it out here !! 


Miss Borneo Beautiful 2010
http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2010/11/natasha-stands-only-155cm-but-comes-up.html


Pastu, I got the chance to meet him face-to-face with Marlene, the Pageant Sifu from Miri too. The funny thing is that, he mentioned my name as 'Genevie Wan Soo' Hahaha ! Tu actually old fb's name -_- Kenangan pahit kau dan aku .. eh eh .. Back to business ! I remembered time tu both of us duduk2 kat tangga while waiting for someone to fetch me. He said, I lagi sesuai try Miss World/Earth. Maybe I should have kan :p ..  


He also covered on Miss Global International Malaysia 2011, which was held in Miri Sarawak last year. Here are the posts: 

Miss Global International Malaysia 2011 15th Finalist Genevie Wan Anyie
http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/05/miss-global-international-malaysia-2011_23.html

Miss Global International Malaysia 2011 The Evening Gown Parade.
http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/08/miss-global-international-malaysia-2011.html

This is the full result on the competition. :)

http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/08/miss-global-international-malaysia-2011_937.html

 Meeee ! Two awards - Miss Bintang Megamall and Miss Eastwood Popularity. Not bad la kannnn :p Overall, top 9 la !.. 



And of course la, Yusuf, being a very supportive friend of mine since Day one of MGIM 2011, wrote this post about me. I suka what he said here. Let me quote ok.  

Base on her facebook comments, PAGEANTIsland could say, beauty pageant fans in Malaysia have found the new beauty sensation!. She is Genevie Wan from Miri and currently doing internship in her hometown, Miri and soon will be competing in the Miss Global International Malaysia 2011- the new, well respected and among the most prestigious beauty pageant in Malaysia currently.


From what PAGEANTIsland knows, Genevie has the right attitude and positive mindset in life and a go getter and the best of all, she's friendly!.PAGEANTIsland wishes the very best of luck to you Genevie this coming July 30. - 

- Pageant Island, May 24th 2011.

Genevie Wan. The New Darling of Malaysian Beauties.
http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/05/genevie-wan-new-darling-of-malaysian.html

Trima kasih la sayang ku :) You have so much hope in me ! :) 

 And of course, the most prestige award in Malaysia, Miss Universe Malaysia 2012. He will definitely get the first gist of everything !! :) 

This is the full list of the girlss ! During our Press Conference, LIVE on Ntv7. 

http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/09/miss-universe-malaysia-2012-grand.html



 Miss Universe Malaysia 2012 Hot Pick. I guess this is the collaboration of idea between Yusuf and Ron Nawi. Correct me if i'm wrong ok. 

http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/05/miss-universe-malaysia-2012-hot-pick.html

And unofficially, I won TWO AWARDS from Pageant Island !! hahahah .. Thank you Thank you ! The first was 'Best Catwalk' for the event 'Think Pink Breast Cancer Awareness Fashion Show' hosted by Pantai Hospital. 

http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/10/miss-universe-malaysia-2012-candidates_14.html

 The second one was, MY FAVORITE ni !! Hahaha ! Miss Curvaceous Queen gituuuuu !! Haha :p well, thanks to my Orang Ulu blood la .. Our hips don't lie :p

http://pageantisland.blogspot.com/2011/11/pageantislands-miss-universe-malaysia.html#uds-search-results


Apa2 pun, thank Yusuf, for supporting me until now, I believe :) Majulah PageantIsland untuk Malaysia ! May one day, Malaysia will recognize and fully support all the Pageants that we have and moga2 kita akan melahirkan jelitawan2 yang lagi berquality ok ! :) Update from Yusuf himself, the entry on Miss Curvaceous still has among the highest views, 14890 ! Yeehhhaaa :p 





Monday, February 20, 2012

Not.a.good.day




Pernah tak you feel macam serba tak kena. Sleepy. Watery eyes. Itchy nose. Hair poking your eyes. Exactly what I'm feeling now. That's physically. Mentally stress pun ada jugak. Pls la. Have you ever felt so tired of holding back. You thought you are strong. You show the world that you are strong. Duh. It's ok honey. We don't have to lie. I don't have to lie. The world knows that women are naturally born weak. Someone asked me before, why is it so hard to understand women. I said because we are complex. Yes. I said complex. He corrected me. Not complex, complicated. I said, whatever. Haha ..oh man.. I need to sleep.. stop thinking Genevue. Yes. I typed that wrongly. I'm annoyed now. Stupid keypad. Malas nak betolkan. Ok, not gonna think. Just gonna go and sleep. Sleep ptg2, dpt mimpi burok baru tau.



*When I say,go. What I meant is please look at me and say 'no,I cant, I don't want to go'.

*When I say leave, please don't ask me am I sure, coz I'm very damn sure I don't want you to leave.


Paham or not? Or at least buat buat faham, can or not ? -_-

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Sunday, February 19, 2012

Ekspresi diriku.

Sunday afternoon .. Prasan or not, Sunday afternoon mesti panas2 sikit.. Memang best to stay at home, buat laundry, kain confirm kering, and wangiiii :) Yeah .. I wanna sleep tapi tapi .. can't sleep .. so i decided to camwhore.. Ok, i know some of u allergic 'camwhore' -_- .. You may drag your mouse to the right top corner of your screen and click 'x' now .. 


Sunday afternoon, BORINGGGGGGGG ... 


So I decided la to camwhore.. Saya memang prasan cute , comel .. hahaha !


Let's mula with muka 'konon terkejut' .. FAIL ..


japppp .. muka too pucat .. Ok .. Makeup artist !! Lipstick please !!! .. 
*Lipstick gift from my dearest Angie, Chanel Coco !


Ok, next pose, KPOP ! .. *KPOP kan mesti pegang pipi la .. apa laa ..



Next, muka terkezuttttttttttt .. Haaa.. this one can la .. 


Haiishhh .. menyampahnya dengan diri sendiri ..When Vain takes overrrrrrr ..


OMG .. Lapaaarr la pulakkkkkkkk ... Hungry hungryy hungryyyyyy ..


I need food .. Kalau tak, i'll get angryyyy !! you don't wanna see me jadi Incredible Hulk !


Ok, so what do I wanna eat now ? Toblerone or Choki choki ??? 


Or Ayesssskeeereeeeemmmm ?? 


Choki Choki Laaaaaa.. Yummmyyyyy ..


Ok ... Saya sudahh penatttt .. *yawwwwwwwwnnnnnnn*.. Jom tido ?? Hug hug ?


Love, Genevie !! Roger and out baybeeeehhhhhhhh !!


In the making of this story line, no one is harmed. Except for my own vanity.